So, I am trying to stop talking to someone…

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I have been talking to my friend on the phone that I found out was married a week ago. Again, the relationship over social media and other communication means was not inappropriate in nature.But, because the person is married and … Continue reading

So, I am all pensive again…

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When I don’t write for a day or 2 more, it usually means that I am going through something and don’t want to talk about it. Or, I am really thinking in depth about a person or situation. Right now, … Continue reading

So, Valentine’s really do come in all shapes and sizes…

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My daughter is my Valentine every year. Even when my husband was around, from the minute my daughter was born, she was my dear little heart. When it became apparent on my daughter’s first Valentine’s Day that my husband was … Continue reading

So, have you ever felt like your writing was great but…

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Have you ever felt like something you wrote was so compelling and amazing, and then it is literally crickets/radio silence? In some of my writing,I feel like I am just sharing my day or just general opinions. But then there … Continue reading

So, sometimes do you wish to be saved by someone?

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I know, I know. I am a modern girl living in a modern world. So why does someone need to save me. They don’t need to. I just want them to! I know the feminists out there are banging their … Continue reading

So Insomnia,inshomnia what’s the big deal?

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I am not sleeping much lately. Too much coffee? Working out late at night? Worried about everything under the sun? Yep. Yep. And yep. I am trying so hard to lose weight and I know that sleep is important. Especially when it comes to weight loss, but sometimes I go through phases where I don’t feel there is enough hours in the day/week/month. I jogged 2 miles at 130 am. Don’t worry, I wasn’t outside.:) I ordered some cards, I cleaned my kitchen counters, and I am watching the last episode of season 6 of Burn Notice. See, I am being productive.

I want to be the kind of person that goes to bed at 10 and wakes up at 6 am all chipper and ready for the day. But my dream life would be go to sleep at 3 and wake up at 10 or 11. I just feel so energized and happy and ready to roll at night. When I was an early 20 something, I worked as a credit card processor from 10 pm until 6 am. I am not that kind of night person. I don’t want to stay up all night 40 hours a week. There are some nights that I go to sleep at 12 or 1 am. So I can be normal, sometimes.

I feel like caffeine, plus my ADD (not diagnosed but I swear it is real) and my desire to get so much done messes with my sleep. I literally crash around 4 pm until 6 pm some days face down on the bed and that makes the cycle repeat itself all over again. I said I was going to chill on the naps and coffee for awhile because A-I have kidney issues if I have too much caffeine and B-because it messes with my sleep flow. But, Starbucks is our social spot. We go chill with the fun baristas and listen to the groovy music and get work done. And my bed is my happy place when I am worn the heck out after too many restless nights.

Anyway, I am going to try hard this week to drink coffee half as much and do all of my workouts before before 12 am:). I hope that whatever your sleep schedule is, that you are happy and that you are productive and working towards doing whatever makes you fulfilled and content. Signing off at 3:13 am!

simply~

Dee

 

 

So, being odd is just who I am…

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I really am not like anyone that I know. Not at all. I am a single parent. I don’t work a traditional job, and I don’t act exactly my age whatever that means. I can literally have as much fun … Continue reading