So, when you feel like you can’t do more, why dwell?

So, I feel like there is literally nothing else I can do to help my mom. She has no motivation to be stronger or to fight in this super scary and monster sized cancer battle she is in. The worst part is she doesn’t even know that she has the most deadly form of brain […]

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So, apparently no good deed is true- a poem

Frustrated to the brim is how days are ruled Running is a dream but leaving is not a choice The need to cry is great but I cannot reveal the tears Like the boy crying wolf, with each time meaning less Trying with might to suppress the flow of sorrow After all, life is good, […]

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So, unconditional love really is a Jesus thing…

So, we all want to say that we have unconditional love. Love between us and our spouses and with our children. But it isn’t anywhere near the love Jesus Christ has for us. I am no Biblical expert and totally not even close to being perfect, but I do know that a human cannot truly […]

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So, this is more of a Wondering about truth and honesty…

So, sometimes I do a Wednesday’s Wit, Wisdom, Wondering. This post today is all about wondering. Why are people afraid/offended/in denial about the truth? For many people nowadays, it seems being blissfully ignorant is the theme of the times. If someone is too straightforward and just lays it out there then they are considered the […]

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So, mom is very ill and I am scared!

So, yeah, my mom has a brain tumor. A glioblastoma. The words you NEVER want to hear about yourself or your loved ones. It is all encompassing. The foreign term has clouded my thoughts and jaded my faith and shook me to my core. Since hearing this on January 24th, so much has happened. A […]

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So, Silence is the fix

Silence or withdrawal Though worrisome to some Is often the remedy to woes. Inability to express feelings When the mind is askew Keeps chattery mouths at bay. At times no words help The plea for understanding too great Some just can’t comprehend. When processing pain The level of hurt is hard to relay A select […]

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So, I was listening to a podcast about lightness…

So, today I heard a Podcast by Gretchen Rubin of the Happiness Project. I found it because I met a new blogger ( lovemyhappinessproject.wordpress.com) who reminded me of what the Happiness Project is. I started this guided journal a couple of years ago but never kept at it, something I have done many time with […]

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SO, the sky is the limit in 2020!

So, all I can say for 2020 is that we have rocked it so far! Six garbage bags of donations/trash from my daughter’s room! I have started back with my online trainer and customized meal plan. Got my kid signed up for voice lessons and she is in a play Feb 1st and has auditions […]

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So, wow. Christmas is over and on to a New Year…

So, I am not super depressed that Christmas is over. I am usually so bummed but I am actually just tired and a bit stressed. I am always on and rarely have down time. I am actually going to work on better time management so that I can rest more. And some of the stressors […]

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