So, I feel like there is literally nothing else I can do to help my mom. She has no motivation to be stronger or to fight in this super scary and monster sized cancer battle she is in. The worst … Continue reading
So, apparently no good deed is true- a poem
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Frustrated to the brim is how days are ruled Running is a dream but leaving is not a choice The need to cry is great but I cannot reveal the tears Like the boy crying wolf, with each time meaning … Continue reading
So, unconditional love really is a Jesus thing…
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So, we all want to say that we have unconditional love. But what we have isn’t anywhere near the love Jesus Christ has for us. I am no Biblical expert and totally not even close to being perfect, but I … Continue reading
So, mom is very ill and I am scared!
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So, yeah, my mom has a brain tumor. A glioblastoma. The words you NEVER want to hear about yourself or your loved ones. It is all encompassing. The foreign term has clouded my thoughts and jaded my faith and shook … Continue reading
So, What is a Lifestyle Blog?
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So, you may ask yourself what a Lifestyle Blog is? Answer: It is whatever you want it to be! So many people want to be famous writers and to be considered an influencer and I totally get it. Who wouldn’t … Continue reading
So, I was listening to a podcast about lightness…
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So, today I heard a Podcast by Gretchen Rubin of the Happiness Project. I found it because I met a new blogger ( lovemyhappinessproject.wordpress.com) who reminded me of what the Happiness Project is. I started this guided journal a couple … Continue reading
So, today was great. My daughter made the best…
My kiddo made the best flourless cake heart-shaped brownies. EVER. I ate 3 for breakfast.:) I feel like I deserve after 5 months of clean eating and very FEW cheats. Then we had an awesome time at church, great lunch with a giftcard at our fave eatery in our ‘hood. Then we went apple picking, found a charming bakery on the way back by accident and they let my daughter help them make bread! It was so impressive and kind and sweet. It was one of those classy small towns that you see in movies.
I just finished eating the rest of my lunch and another cake brownie and I am super tired, super happy and super surprised and humbled by all of the people that sent me gifts and texts and calls and posts regarding my birthday. As I have mentioned in other posts, I don’t feel like I have many friends sometimes, or a “crew”. The truth of the matter is, I have a heck of a lot of loved ones, but they come in the form of people that I would never expect, or that I rarely talk to or see, but they are there.
When I get to a ripe old age in around 50 years from now, I will be able to smile at birthdays past because I have been treated special. I always am, every year, and it is a subtle/needed reminder that I count and I am loved and I am worthy. I need to remember that all of the time without hearing it from 50 people. So as I put my tiara away until I celebrate again tomorrow night (:, I can rest knowing that I rule, at least for a week every year in September. If only we could see ourselves as God sees us. We would then see that we “rule” every day because we are all “fearfully and wonderfully made”.
Simply and Humbly~
Dee
