So yeah, life is good because I am still here,otherwise, it’s meh…

So, I HATE my job. My boss has suddenly decided to mega micro manage and has taken out all of her aggression/issues out on myself and another co-worker. My daughter is being harassed/bullied/freezed out by crap people at school. So yeah, I am all rainbows and unicorns and sparkles right about now.:) No, really, I am obviously blessed by God above to have a home and love and income. No doubt. I truly do appreciate what/who I have in my life. I just can’t seem to get all the happy in place at one time. You know? It’s like I just want to keep the smile all day like a lot of people do.

I keep going back to that old green eyed monster thing where I see people walking their kids around in a stroller and just want their lives. I want my biggest worry to be whether to cook meatloaf or roasted chicken. D is all like- “they have problems too, but different problems”. But I know people like them. Several people like them. They belong to the good swim clubs and their husbands pay all of the bills and their job is to raise the kids. I used to hang with them. But I was a work at home/stay at home mom, doing all kinds of gigs to stay afloat because I was a single mom for 10 years.

D says that I should always answer a problem or resolve something when blogging, otherwise I am just ranting with no resolution. That may be true. But is there always a cheery list of things to do, like in Real Simple magazine on how to organize/fix everything? I want to be one of those popular bloggers with the perfect pics and always having the right things to say, but real talk- I AM NOT. I am flawed and aggravated and over all of the b.s. But I will make one of usual lists just to keep everything uniform. (snark time).

How to fix what is wrong with my mood/life:

Not care

Read more books about not caring

Apply for 5000 jobs to get out of this one

Punch those who annoy me (I can already feel the sore knuckles)

Write more about how people suck

Hug animals (this is a for real one, no sarcasm here)

Watch videos about animals getting their furever home (see above explanation)

Punch my punching bag 300 times a day (might help for real)

Okay, I have posted my bitter, and probably not helpful blog post. Please don’t hold it against me as I can’t have anyone else mad with me. 🙂 Am I the only one that gets this ticked off? Please share how you cope with yucky time periods of your life.



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I have tons of education and don't use it! I am non-traditional and traditional rolled into one person. I am a Christian, but need work! I am conservative fiscally, but I could care less who someone marries. My favorite things to do are: hang out with my kid, watch movies, read, write, sing, dance, love, live life to the fullest! I love: my kid, my cat, my best guy D, God, rain, chocolate, Christmas, friends, cats, animals in general, honesty, avocados, love, Hallmark channel, iced coffee, Harry Potter, NYC, England, Italy, D.C., Paris and autumn.

2 thoughts on “So yeah, life is good because I am still here,otherwise, it’s meh…

  1. This is great Dee. Happiness must start from within. If we wait for happiness to ‘come’ to us, we will wait forever. Never relate self happiness with comparison to others. Everyone else seems to have fantastic lives, but sickness, and other things can take all that away in a heartbeat. Plan for the future sure, but stop and take a breath for yourself now and then and think, ‘this moment is special cause i’m still here and have a chance to try again’. Be thankful. Love to you, and your kid. Anonymous.

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