So, I gave up my anonymity on here! My soon to be hubby knows my blog name. I have not told one other living soul about this blog. My cat is the only one who has peeped this when I am typing and he is lying beside me. It’s not that my blog is ‘all that’ or that I write often. It is that it is a peek into my inner thoughts and stupid mistakes I have made. It is a different type of vulnerability because there is freedom in being incognito. But my guy will start reading it at some point today. And I am okay with that. I love him more than anyone on earth besides my mom and daughter. So, welcome my King! Read on. But promise not to judge. That is my only request:)
Another thing, I don’t think my writing is always up to par on here. Sometimes, I just open up my brain and let things spill forth. I did more carefully constructed blogs in the past and I could have shown them to anyone. But this one is just me. In my rawness and realness. It is not always grammatically correct. It is not always beautiful or artsy or meaningful. It is just me at the moment saying whatever I feel. So, that is another reason I kind of freaked. But he has read it at this point and there you go. I allowed another layer of myself to be peeled away by the person I will be spending my life with. Took only about a year! Damn I was damaged! Or maybe still am:)
The post today has no real point. Or maybe it does. “Reveal yourself to those who love you. For those who love you will continue to, no matter what you reveal” Simply Dee Pretty dope quote huh? And I made it up just like that! Have a happy, happy Thursday Eve. Get your work done so that you can slack off tomorrow! And don’t forget to not be afraid. Let go. Be who you are. Be happy. And only surround yourself with those who accept you- Just The Way You Are!