Today was difficult and just annoying! Bear with me as I bit– and moan. My conference call bored me to tears and my child could not focus on getting her school work done because people were knocking on the door to play in 3 feet of snow. Then it took hours to get my SUV out of the snow because my 4WD isn’t working. The kicker is that we submitted my daughter for a great paying gig that would be a fab opportunity for her from a commercial aspect. But guess what???? I could not get the video to upload for the video audition. I tried for 2 hours to post it to YouTube and provide a link for the agent. Then I tried to email it to 3 different email addresses. Then I tried Google Drive and the video was processing and processing and processing. I emailed the lady and told her at 5 until 6 when it was due that I was having technical difficulties that had never before occurred. At 646, I finally messaged her the video SMS fashion and do not even know if she got it. I then followed up an email explaining the issues and attached an online commercial my kid did to showcase her skills. The casting agent probably hates me now!

So, after that I went back out to the car and I had to go and keep driving forward and backing up over and over for an hour almost to get my car out, I was so hungry because it was 8 pm. We drive to Cal Tort to get a salad and they were closed. The only place that was open was McD’s and I got a salad there, but it did not have a lot of protein in it, so I ate again when I got home which I wish I would have done in the first place! But I had not driven in 3 days because of the weather and was really ready to get out. Then, I came home and realized I had oodles of work to do before my conference call in the morning. So I find myself at 1 am blogging and not exercising. But I am tired. But, I said to myself out loud a few minutes ago: “I’m not going to meet my goals if I don’t stick to the plan”.

So, I am going to exit off of here and do my Cardio Fix, I think. I can’t remember which one it is but it is day 1 of 21 Day Fix. Good news is, I drank my water, I ate my meals and measured them and now to burn those calories off! I hope your day wasn’t as aggravating or irritating. I have to be honest though, any day that I wake up and I am safe and well and my kid is safe and well and my mom, is a good day. I am thankful. I am still walking in positivity. I really am. But we all have our moments where everything is going awry or getting on our nerves. I know I am not the only one. This time of night is when I am a half full girl again, just like when I wake up. It is some of those crunchy moments in between that makes me feel like a pessimist. Blessings to you all!

simply

~Dee