So, why do I pause?

So why do I pause? Why do I stay away? Why can’t I talk or be the same person?

I have lost. I have battled. I have cried. I have fallen down.  I have wept. I have prayed

I give up. I triumph. I falter. I flail. The pain sears. And then it heals.

Loss, the equalizer. Death, an unwelcome guest. Creeping into every crevice. Loneliness a side effect.

Life is at a stalemate. Words short in supply. But solitude is not. Sometimes happiness is in the not saying. Pausing is my new peace.

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I have tons of education and don't use it! I am non-traditional and traditional rolled into one person. I am a Christian, but need work! I am conservative fiscally, but I could care less who someone marries. My favorite things to do are: hang out with my kid, watch movies, read, write, sing, dance, love, live life to the fullest! I love: my kid, my cat, my best guy D, God, rain, chocolate, Christmas, friends, cats, animals in general, honesty, avocados, love, Hallmark channel, iced coffee, Harry Potter, NYC, England, Italy, D.C., Paris and autumn.

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